Feeling kind of whiny tonight. I'm tired from a long week of work, photo shoots and editing, chaperoning a girls' overnighter all while apparently sick with a bad sinus infection (got antibiotics now, so take that! you mean nurse at the walk-in clinic who said it was allergies and I didn't need an antibiotic) and a day so full of appointments and events my head is spinning. I'm dealing with some really big issues and decisions. One kid was suspended today for injuring a teacher and no one will take me seriously. One kid is being exposed to as much filth at school as you'd find in a porno. And one kid is mad at me for having old-fashioned rules. I have to go to work tomorrow and I don't wanna. My hobby-turned-career doesn't seem so fun right now. It finally hit me this weekend that my best friend is really moving 3 1/2 hours away. I'm feeling disillusioned and lost. And I've been having that panic feeling that I really hate, despite being on meds for panic attacks.
I am 40 years old and the mother of three children: two girls, ages fourteen and sixteen; and one autistic/bipolar boy, age twelve. I remarried seven years ago. Scott was the first boy I ever dated in high school, but we went our separate ways. Sixteen years later, God brought us together again through Facebook. I majored in Bible at Tennessee Temple University, with a concentration in Women's Ministries. Someday I would like to complete my degree. I used to work as a newborn photographer in a local hospital, but I had to quit and be a stay-at-home mom for my special needs' son. So, I am finding creative ways to spend my time. I am an avid crafter and dabble in all kinds of medium. I especially love to crochet and paint. I recently taught myself how to sew. I also write books and am a hobbyist photographer.
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