My journey through grief

I struggle with depression, anxiety, and Borderline Personality Disorder.  My latest bout with depression has dragged on for over a year and my husband's death overlapped that.  Several people have suggested I blog about my journey through the grief of losing my husband so maybe I can help someone else.  I warn you that this is going to be raw, straight from my journal, except where I need to edit for privacy's sake.  It's not going to be pretty and right now it's not very inspiring.  I hope that God can use me somewhere along the way.