Yesterday was Father's Day and I went to put a "hero" wreath on Scott's grave. I cried because I miss him and I'm overwhelmed with everything. But also because I was alone when he was a father to my children. He was there all the time and paid everything to raise my kids. And he never had anyone call him "dad" and he'll never have his biggest dream: to walk one of the girls down the aisle.
Today I walked into PT and immediately the song "Come and Get Your Love" by Redbone started playing. He used to sing that to me to annoy me (from the movie The Guardians of the Galaxy). I didn't know whether to laugh or cry.